Aku kan bertahan meski takkan mudah menerjang kisahnya walau perih

This time i realise that i’ve been falling in love
From the deepest of my heart, i do really love you
My love is not an ordinary love when it’s belongs to you
And it’s you who keep me company for the whole of my life
please Accept my confession
Believe me that everything i did because you’re meant for me
so was i for you

Kau tawarkanku sejuta harapan
Tapi kenangan itu tak mudah hilang
Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku!
Bagai selapis tipis air yang beku
Kau datang bagai hujan, basahi palung hati
Namun kau lihat sendiri..luka ini..

hatiku lega…tiada alasan bagiku tuk mendekati cinta semu itu lagi…terimakasih Tuhan. jika ini memang jalan yang Kau ridhoi.. aku percaya ini akan membawaku ke tempat yang lebih indah i love you Allah.

Sakitkah hati ini? iya.. Eh tidak. Iya sedikit. Yg ada malah sakit perut. Suer, begitu dikasih tahu perutku serasa melilit. tapi ini hanya sakit yang fana..kuyakin Allah kan menggantinya

sudahilah cinta-cinta semu di dunia ini..bidadari-bidadari surga sudah mengintip dibalik awan, menunggu suami-suami mereka. Aku harus mampu bersaing dengan mereka… bidadari tak punya cinta semu, dia hanya mencintai Tuhan dan utusanNya kemudian pada suaminya.

“Siluet senja tlah terukir
Setapak di depan siluet takdir yang hadir
Bilakah diri kan merasa fakir
Di depan Ilah yang Maha Kabir
Tuhanku…
Ijinkan aku tuk mengetuk pintu-Mu
Demi memahami arti lara dan lapa kehidupan
Sebagai bekal tuk mendewasakan
Diri dan hati dalam naungan iman”
~Hafidz341 & Ria~

Dear my future husband..
Jika saatnya nanti,
Jadikan aku seorang yang pertama dan satu-satunya yang menemanimu di dunia ini menjelajahi hari-hari til death do us apart
Saling menerima kelebihan dan kekurangan kita masing-masing sebagai wujud dari penyatuan hati
Biarkan aku terbangun di pagi hari, sebelum kau membuka mata
Dan menjadi orang pertama yang kau lihat saat kau memulai hari
Melayanimu dengan segenap hati tuk mencari ridhomu
Kan kujaga harga diri, amanah dan hartamu ketika kau pergi mencari nafkah
Menyambutmu dengan senyum saat kau kembali
Mencium punggung tanganmu
Menyiapkan kebutuhanmu hingga
Bersama kita menghadap Tuhan, berjamaah mengerjakan sholat lima waktu dan ibadah sunnah
Bersyukur,bertasbih,bertahmid,bertakbir, bersujud atas rahmat yang diberikanNya hari itu
Jangan pernah letih membimbingku untuk menjadi lebih baik, karena kaulah imamku
Dan pada akhirnya, biarkan kupastikan kau terlelap dalam mimpi indahmu
Sebelum ku terhanyut dalam mimpiku sendiri

>.<
Wanita itu terbuat dari tulang rusuk lelaki,
dekat di lengan untuk dilindungi
dekat di hati untuk dicintai

meni utsuru sakura no mau aru hino gogo
meni utsuru kimi to boku no tsunaida te to te

ano hino koto wasure ta wakejanaikedo sayonara shiyouto omou nda

kimi no koto omoidase ba namida gaafuretekuru
kimi no koto omoidase ba namida gaafuretekuru

daisetsu ni omotte ita boku no koishi i hito
daisetsu na jikan saemo agerarenakatta

hitori nishite kanashi maseta boku no ushinatta koishi i hito

kimi no koto omoidase ba namida gaafuretekuru
kimi no koto omoidase ba namida gaafuretekuru

kimi no koto omoidase ba namida gaafuretekuru
kimi no koto omoidase ba namida gaafuretekuru

One of my classmate will get marry in Melbourne,Australia soon. What impressive shocking news when I read it in the mailing list. She invited us all to her wedding, yet she doesn’t give us the plane tickets to go there
here it is:
> > > Inshallah 23nd July 2008 at 17:00
> > > Ririn and A R Howlader to be married
> > > At Victorian Mariage Registry, Old Treasure Building,
> > > Spring Street, Melbourne.

*fwaps her for not giving us the plane tickets* LMAO .. XD J/k.
Anyway it’s like yesterday that I used to go to the 7th or 8th floor of our campus to get the wifi connection and found her there chatting with her Indian boyfriend. It’s like we were doing the same thing, get a chance to talk to our boyfriend. XD to think about it’s funneh, never thought that she would make it this far. All I know is that she often went to Bali, they must have been meet at there since Bali could be reached with a direct flight from Aussy – Well I just guess it coz mom and dad used to meet there be4, daddy was an Australian.

How did I start the relationship with him is what I never expected or imagined. We used to talk and share some stories and I don’t remember when it was, the day he asked me to be his girlfriend. I was thinking that he’s just joking around by that and that it’s just an impossible thing to happen. But it’s like we’re getting closer each day. It’s like when you find someone who knows you for along time and get the chance to meet again.
He has the pair of my heart. Then I started to think that it happened to my parents and also to my mom’s friend who married to a London guy. And then I see that it might be worth to try, and we made it in the end. Distance is no obstacle when we have each other by the heart.

How I wish that I could meet him. He always there and get me back on my feet again when I’m down. I feel safe when he’s around from my doubts and fears, from my tiredness and tears. And that he loves me just the way I am.

#Women have biger range of sight than men, That’s why men can’t find something “as if hidden”
#Men always focus on just 1 task at the same time(can’t do more), yet women can do multitasking
#Woman’s right brain and left brain always working together, that’s why woman usually confuse to show the diffrence between the right and the left
#Women use indirect speech to avoid conflict. Men use direct speech and take the true point of what other say.

taken from anywhere =P (main book by Allan & Barbara Pease)

Hal yang sebaiknya dilakukan =
1. Menyiapkan dan menggunakan sarana dan prasana komunikasi yang efektif, dapat digunakan kedua belah pihak dan komunasi dilakukan sesering mungkin. secara teratur
2. Merencanakan untuk bertemu yang dijadwalkan pada suatu jangka waktu tertentu. Tentu saja hal ini sangat penting, karena dengan bertemu, kita bisa menebus hal-hal yang terlewatkan saat menjalani LDR, saat-saat pertemuan akan membangkitkan kembali harapan, ketertarikan dan menepis rasa kesepian saat berpisah
3. Membangun hobby yang bisa dilakukan bersama
Kegemaran yang sama dapat selalu dijadikan bahan pembicaraan yang menyenangkan untuk dibahas. Melakukan suatu hal secara online bersama dapat menjadi suatu kegiatan menarik dilihat dari kecepatan dan kemampuan jangkauannya. Tapi selain itu, lakukan juga hoby yang sama selain di dunia maya. Hal ini dapat dilakukan meski tanpa adanya kehadiran kekasih disamping anda.
4. Memberikan kejutan pada pasangan anda. Memberinya kartu,surat,hadiah atau datang mengunjunginya secara tiba-tiba. Dia akan menghargai usaha anda untuk membuatnya selalu bahagia dan membuatnya merasa istimewa.
5. Mengingat dan membagi momen-momen seru yang anda alami selama berjauhan dengannya.
6. Kenal dan dekat dengan saudara/teman/keluarganya. Catat juga nomor/alamat rumah/email/hp/telpon, just incase bila terjadi suatu hal yang tak terduga dan tidak dapat menghubungi si-dia, kita bisa menghubungi orang-orang dekatnya
7. Catat semua alternatif komunikasi dengannya. Contoh, jika anda biasa berkomunikasi dengan satu jenis IM, temukan juga alternatif lain jika messenger kita sedang tidak berfungsi dengan baik.

Bbm C Fm
Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Bbm D# G#
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Bbm C Fm
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Bbm C
Karena hati telah letih

Bbm C Fm
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Bbm D# G#
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Bbm C Fm
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati Oh……..
Bbm C
Bayangmu seakan-akan …………

Fm C# Bbm G#
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
C Fm C
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu Oh ……….
Fm C# Bbm G#
Kau seperti udara yang kuhela
C Csus4 Fm
Kau selalu ada,

Bbm Fm
oh oo oooo
Bbm Fm
ohoo oo oooo
C#m B D# G#sus4 G#
ooohh oooo ooo ooo oo

C Fm C# G# D# G# D#
hanya diri mu yg bisa membuatku tenang
C Fm C# G# D# C#
tanpa diri mu aku merasa hilang
Bbm C
dan sepi, dan sepi

(Once)

You redefined the world to me. You showed beauty I have never seen. You took me to happiness I have never been. You gave me things to cherish that I thought I had lost. You gave new light to what means the most.

And now I’m reborn to your arms. Reacquainted to life and love. So happy to have gotten to be with you even for just an instance. My memories with you will be eternal.

I want to repay you for everything you have given to me. I want you experience this heaven I’m in. And I’ll show you how you redefined the world to me.

…Love … Desire….Sadness… Hatred?…All stray feelings that run through me..left alone to
suffer, alone in a room with no lights ..surrounded by darkness..Then I saw it.. a small flicker the size of a thumb nail a little flicker of light.It
gave me joy and a sense of hope.. something to hold onto.. For awhile I felt happy and thought nothing could grab me from the darkness A small gentle
breeze sweep through the room..I turned back as the gentle air brushed over my face, looking for my small flicker of light…which has suddenly
vanished.. Pain and agony filled my heart… Confusion ran through my mind.. Endless questions.. with No answers..I slowly closed my eyes… and let
the darkness swallow me up ….
My eyes slowly slid open A hand came out of the darkness.. as a warm smile met my eyes….her warm, gentle hand
wraping around mine as i found myseld smiling back at her.. With the blink of an eye.. The hurtful. sad feelings.. Left me.. With nothing.. but ‘Her’
… Then I opened my ..eyes.

She’s a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She’s I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She’s I can’t find a thing to wear
Now and then she’s moody

She’s a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowing
She’s a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She’s a warm conversation
That I wouldn’t miss for nothing
She’s a fighter when she’s mad
And she’s a lover when she’s loving

And she’s everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
‘Cause she’s everything to me

She’s a Saturday out on the town
And a church girl on Sunday
She’s a cross around her neck
And a cuss word ‘cause its Monday
She’s a bubble bath and candles
Baby come and kiss me
She’s a one glass of wine
And she’s feeling kinda tipsy

She’s the giver I wish I could be
And the stealer of the covers
She’s a picture in my wallet
Of my unborn children’s mother
She’s the hand that I’m holding
When I’m on my knees and praying
She’s the answer to my prayer
And she’s the song that I’m playing

She’s the voice I love to hear
Someday when I’m ninety
She’s that wooden rocking chair
I want rocking right beside me
Everyday that passes
I only love her more
Yeah, she’s the one
That I’d lay down my own life for

And she’s everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She’s everything to me
Yeah she’s everything to me

Everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She’s everything to me

Why has my life so changed with you? My every thought, my dream come true.
Simple fate? Or just pure chance? I don’t believe in happenstance

Never
Never say you love me
If you don’t really care
Never talk about your feelings
If they aren’t really there
Never hold my hand
If your gonna break my heart
Never say your going to
If you don’t plan to start
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hello
If you really mean good-bye

Its a dark cold night, when breathe we can see our own breath, the rain falls, it’s cold and wet and the only thing that shines is the bitter moon light.
We stand here close together, a soft breeze blows and we both start to shiver, as we here the sound of the flow of the river
(more…)

u are good.very good at this.i think if there is angels it must be u.because u show me the light and help me find the heart that i was searching for for my entire life.u are the one and only one that i ever and will love.god grand me a wish.please let me be with her forever and forever until the day of heaven dies out.^^(is like heaven never will disappear)

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what a sweet guy isn’t he?