this lil girl is trying to draw her map

Di waktuku masih kecil, gembira dan senang
tiada duka kukenal, tak kunjung mengerang
Disore hari nan sepi, ibuku bertelut
sujud berdoa, kudengar namaku disebut

Ref. Didoa ibuku, namaku disebut
Didoa ibuku dengar, ada namaku disebut

Seringlah ini ku kenang, di masa yang berat
di kala hidup mendesak dan nyaris kusesat
Melintas gambar ibuku sewaktu bertelut
kembali sayup kudengar namaku disebut - Ref.

Jalan sendiri kutempuh, tak ingin mendengar
Teguran Tuhan yang lembut, supaya kusadar
Tatkala nampaklah jelas hidupku kemelut
Doa ibuku terdengar, namaku disebut - Ref.

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-==A Song for Mama by BoyzIIMen==-
You taught me everything
And everything youve given me
I always keep it inside
Youre the driving force in my life, yeah
There isnt anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldnt feel right
If I didnt have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Youll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul
Youre always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
Youll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
Chorus

F : awww hunny it is only 10 minutes before 31 july here
T : x> and ?
F : isn’t it my wifey birthday then? X>
F : *pokes you* tell me if I am remembering the wrong day by
T : you’re right hub
F : x} aww but I really feel disappointed in myself
F : I really love you hunny
T : disappointed?
F : cuz I have not given you anything cool for your birthday again
T : aww it’s not really special by
F : but I want to make it special for you
T : I should take it as a reminder, look backward about what I already did and what’s not yet accomplish
T : it’s ok tho by. I really appreciate it by^^ having you here already special for me ^^
F : it just turned july 31 here hunny. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE. I love you so much ^_^ *cuddles you lovingly* aww I owe you a gift by *pops up some smileys*
F : those will be your candles to blow

Aww I really wanted to give you a really tight squeeze when I heard your voice by
Cuz your voice was so cute
And you being happy really makes me truly happy
And I really wanted to let you feel that I love and care about you so much
I love your giggle btw hun
Did you know that we are almost 2 years together now hun?

he called me >.< ewwww how I really miss to hear your voice hunnyboo. I was already happy to catch you on IM.

keep talking.. being with you that make happy, your voice makes me really happy, thanks for the call boo x>

The extraordinaire superhero - HANCOCK- don’t miss it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And W.A.N.T.E.D as expected from the movie which has Angelina jolie in it (^_^)b

Like an invisible silk pair of arms which pulled me to your charm
Eyes for eyes
A gaze which followed by another tender slight of smiles
Has taken my breath away
Whispering the waves of some gentle words
I could not deny
I could not forget
The way you melted my heart
i love the way you treat me
i love the way you protect me
i love the way you pamper me
i love the way you encourage me
i love every single thing you do for me
i love everything about you
You’re way too perfect
a true genius and also kindhearted
Will you take me by the hand to a new world that is with you?
Or should I close my eyes and pretend that all those things are just my daydreaming
What does a pure heart of a wise wanderer would say?
In the end
Do I have to let you go?

his answer was……

the truth is i’m so in love of you that i can’t leave you
i just can’t do it. it would hurt so much
i would miss you everyday. every hour
i’ll be jealous of whoever you would be with
i would be regreting whenever i remember what we have
regret losing you
what do you think we should do?

it would hurt not to have you wake me up anymore
not to be able to lean on you when im down
not to be able to come home to your loving embrace

i’m not tired of you. not even a single bit
i can’t believe i would care so much for anyone
if only you weren’t so perfect and lovable
to me you are

Now how could i leave you… ric