Men were made of stone
Stone? cuz that’s what they are 
There are times when selfishly i expect that he’d care, he’d give me the realization not just the words. Don’t say “i can” if you reckon that you can’t fulfill it.
“Sorry, i can’t do that for now. I really want to do that, but i still have to take care of other things”
(–> its disappointing, but make it clear that i should not wait or wish that someday he would do it, and make me understand instead of blaming him)
“alright, i’ll do it this week”, but in fact no realization
(–> it’s relieving but in the end it’s more than disappointing, its hurting or even more it’d make me doubt what he says or the worst, i wouldn’t/couldn’t trust him anymore)
unless, by the time of the promised day he says “Sorry, i can’t fulfill my promise because blablabla(logic real reason)”, if what he says is true then how could i blame him for that?
quick question : “can i keep your words?”
last : “will you make it up to?”
This relationship was made by 2 hearts which binded together. 2 souls with different characteristic. i can’t force him to do whatever i want, otherwise we should work together and and takecare of each other. Men might be forget or do not sweat the small stuffs, but doesn’t mean they would careless about their responsibility.
So like i said, i was so selfish. It just came to my mind like that(the angryness). It was just a small stupid stuff, for you to be abit romantic I’m really sorry for this hun. I know that you have other things to do. You have job, and still have to takecare about your movement from the staff dorm. I should be more considerate of you. i know you didn’t mean to make me wait for nothing, did you?
